Day 678 - Its over. Time to shift to the next gear.

The extent the first gear had to take me, took me. It was time to switch gears. After the first three classes, decided to head to the Table tennis room where me and Aveek played close to 90 minues. Following this we played Counter Strike for an year and finally ended up with Football to end the sports for the day. And now it was time to do the serious thing. It was time to be serious and and move on. The time to stop thinking about hurt friendships, and start working on the purpose of this sail. So when the usual bullies came to my room to make fun of me, I simply told them to get lost on their face. The moment my brain decided to form the words out of the alphabet, I regretted it. The second BIGGEST things that I regret, after a lost oppotunity to make money is the rude words that I spit out of my mouth. When I was halfway through the phrase I regretted it. When I completed it, I regretted it. When I saw the reaction on their faces, I regretted it. "You are wasting your time. This is Bullying. Stop this and get lost." It was deep regret. Immediately I made it up by blabbering something to make it up. I could see they penetrated it and took it into the heart. And this made me regret more. It is the phonic attack with words that is irreversible. And that worries me more. Reckless words make a reckless person.

The Bokeh effect out of my wondow