When you need to sell, and your motive is not to deliver the product but to sell it, then all you have to be is fake. It is quite natural. It happens with everyone. And often, we can easily make out who wants you to genuinely buy their product to be better off rather than to meet their selfish needs to sell it. And does marketing teach you precisely that? Apparently I am not even qualified to answer it. I got a meager 6/15 from the Marketing 'surprise' quiz which reflects my poor marketing skills. But I am not judging myself and still keeping an open mind to all the subjects. Here I am convincing myself, it matters, everything matters and still the thought makes me creep onto the 'why bother' box. Is this even a big deal? you will obviously forget about it when your pouring shit down the Loo next morning. Then whats the point of all these classes. Whats the point of this journey? what the point of learning when you cant remember it? Questions without the proper answers only show incompetence. And what is worse off, to be incompetent in a stranded boat which is a hopeless case anyway or have a fake smile all throughout your life to the stubborn hypocritical corporate egoists with a promise to finish the work and still don't care? After one whole month spending in the desert, After filling up almost half of the 5 subject notebook, after finishing off 2 pens, after reading and learning more than I did during 1 whole semester of engineering, after not even missing or getting late to a single class, after not even getting off my focus or concentration for a single second during class, I am still unable to figure it out. The biggest cowardice according to me is ranting up a journal which nobody reads. Rainy days come often and you learn how to tackle it. People pray for sunny days not knowing the power of the sun. And I keep swaying by the deck, holding the mast of the vessel, asking myself, what am I doing here?
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| The House of Ink which has the knowledge of June 2014 |
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